FAITH

faith is such a complex practice, you need it to gain it, its almost riddle-like, and pure circular reasoning. i know it sounds very "primary" based, but it honestly it is a little seed, you need to start off with at least a tiny little bit to start the fission motion. a key word here i think is "trust" you have to simply trust in the lord, perhaps against your own reasoning or logic. We don't and won't fully understand his theology, so we have to simply, wholly trust in him. after all; 8 ¶For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord.
9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts. (Isaiah 55:8-9)
qafter we have done this, i feel like that is the part when you really gain the faith, and by faith i mean trust, you can see how the story has worked out and why you needed to be blind before. i feel that afterwards we will the see light, a little in this life, but mostly in the next. we realise the blessings that come from keeping these commandments. i know this because God loves his children with an infinite amount, and so he would surly do what is best for them eg. give them commandments to protect them. so we don't have to understand why we do certain things, we just need to know that God loves us. "I know that he loveth his children; nevertheless, I do not know the meaning of all things." (1 nephew 11:17) 
i also know that when god says that keeping his commandments will bless us, he's not lying, because its "impossible for God to lie" (Hebrews 6:18). This is what I've learnt this week. just been pondering about it during my days haha

lol I know know one sees this blog but WARNING: ANYTHING PAST THIS POINT IS ME FROM LIKE 13 YEARS OLD AND BACK,  I KNOW IM SUPER EMBARRASSING AND SO PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME, AT LEAST I HAVENT DELETED THE POSTS ALTOGETHER!